I just want to be able to switch off for a little while. Just for the thoughts to stop. For the dreams to stop. To just be calm. Just for a little while. If that happened then surely the tears would stop. Maybe I could sort my head and my heart out then.
I suffered depression before I was heartbroken. Now I have both. I live in the past. It’s a horrible place to be. I just don’t know how to get out of it and in to the present.
Maybe if I could I could move on. Become whatever it is I’m meant to be. Do the things I’m meant to be.
Sometimes though, doing anything when you suffer depression, just isn’t that easy.