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Day 7 Throwback Thursday πŸŒŸπŸŒ·πŸŒŸπŸŒ·πŸŒŸ

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The girl on the left is me. She’s drunk in the photo. She didn’t care. She spent too much money. She worked and drank. Every day. She had mental health issues. She hated her body. She was the party girl. She slept around a little. Alcohol gave her confidence. She wasn’t in a good place. 

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The girl on the right is me this year. Last week in fact at the start of this bootcamp. I’ve got the correct mental health diagnosis now. I’m finally on a medication that might just be my little lifesaver. I’ve got a very small support group but they are amazing. I’d be lost without them. I don’t have any idea where I would be if not for them. 

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I have a long way to go to become happy with myself. My body size remains an issue for me. I’m always the biggest girl there. πŸ˜”

However having been diagnosed now I can finally look back and understand that girl on the left. I can now at least say that girl gave me some life experiences I would otherwise never have had ( and a lot of debt!) πŸ˜‚β€οΈπŸ’šβ€οΈ

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