Feeling a little meh tonight…like I need a few good days of hibernation. With no people. I continue to feel stuck. I keep hoping once the new medication kicks in that I’ll no longer feel so stuck and I’ll be able to sort my life out. But what if i can’t. What if this is as good as it gets? What if this is it kicked in. That this is my best version. 😣. I wish I weren’t so tied financially. I wish I could go travel and see all the states I want to. I wish I didn’t wish so much
Is it normal to feel this way? Is it normal for people in general? Or just those with mental health. Is it just me being over sensitive? I’m I being too soft on myself? Or too harsh? Or do I just need a kick up the arse? I truly do not know the answer to any of these questions. Will I ever?